Oh how i wished they lied and said APRIL FOOOLL.. But it is not april eh for them to play around? Got the email somewhere around 3.30 pm yesterday [30 Oct 2012] asking me to go for an interview on thursday! What the Hell Heck? 2 Days and I am zero confidenlity! Called sarah to read that and sarah said. "YOU CAN DO IT TINIE!" Easy said than done but at least she calmed my heart for 5 minutes. Then it goes back to "sugar rush", "butterfly stomach" thinggy! Haha kinda funny though but still... got an interview is one thing, need to speak your mind is another thing ya!
I felt like a rat sitting behind chairs waiting to be called and swept away. There is a good feeling about this but at the same time, I was thinking, is this the correct thing? Am I not too young for this? Please Allah if you think this is for me! Grant me an easy interview.. Hahah! There is always ways when you want something and delays if you hate something.
Even though I felt like crap the whole day at work, Sarah managed to calmed me down. Her mother is praying for at Maccah! How great is that! If I succeed, i already have the "niat" to take her through to Hong Kong! She must be crazy about that I guess. Well there is a lot of crap thing I stated here. Just finish updated my resume and printing them, now it's time for me to finish my form application. Hope for the great news Eva!!
This is what I felt though when I received the email about that particular interview.
Oh yeah, and one more thing, at night after we finished our shift.. I ask beg sarah to come up with me in order to have a quick glance of my interview rooms. Hahaha! Nice n cozy but........ I am still scared. Pray for me ya guys. Until then.. tuduluuuu..