Never felt so frustrated like yesterday [24-Oct-2012]. Sarah said if you are so nice to them, that is what you going to feel when they did that.
Understand what she said and it's true. I treated [the person] just like good friends and whenever I go somewhere, i have the courtesy to ask if [the person]wanna follow. You know what "courtesy" means? At least have the guts to ask even though you know they will say no or yes.
It is not that I wanted to follow so much but now I know how to differentiate [the person] and my life. It's courtesy what friends have and "make donno" is what normal people do.
I guess [the person] belong to the nomal people. What sarah said is a good advice and never be nice to the people you just know. Well [the person] have their own group and whenever the group abandoned [the person], then [the person] will come and seek for us. I guess no more nice me. I will ignore [the person] . When we ask [the person] where [that person] going, [the person] only smiles and says "bye bye". Sometime I wish I can shout at [that person].. What the FUCK FISH!! When we don't want to tell you what happen, you will go around and said something not so nice to hear. I don't think it's good to say that you are changing to a good person when you yourself does not know when to be ok and when not to.
That is what i felt yesterday.
When i reached home, sarah calmed me down and said, we have each other! We are bestest friend ever. Together, we are strong and I believed her. At least she treated me nicer than [that person]. So be it, move on and ignore [the person]! Haha.
"Keep Calm and Carry On"
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